I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry I don’t reach your expectations
I’m sorry I’m not perfect
I’m sorry I didn’t follow your path
I’m sorry I always mess up
I’m sorry I can’t seem to make you happy
I’m sorry I don’t share your beliefs
I’m sorry I don’t think like you
I’m sorry I don’t agree with you all the time
I’m sorry I can’t be in two places at once
I’m sorry I can’t work and do everything else
I’m sorry I’m not like my sister
I’m sorry there’s something wrong with me
I’m sorry I can never please you
Thoughts from my past have risen
Sometimes I can’t be forgiven
My words went unsaid
Now all I feel is dread
All I do is anticipate
These feelings of hate
Why wasn’t I good enough?
I’ve done a bunch of stuff
Not only for just me
But also my family
I’ve sacrificed my a lot
Just to hear what I am not
I thought I was doing okay
Until I was antagonized everyday
It made me feel unappreciated
And that’s when I hated
Someone close to me
Because of how they treated me
They only looked for my flaws
Even though I put my life on pause
So they could love comfortably
While I was treated ungratefully
But I forgive the past
Because that treatment didn’t last.
Just some thoughts I’ve had in the past. I won’t get into too much detail, yet about who exactly this was about but I can thankfully say it’s not like that anymore.
